deep in thoughts. what am i thinking.

sometimes i really don understand what i am thinking about. so don try to understand me. don have the mood to do 3D. simply cant think of what type of material and texture to use. i am just far behind tym. 2D didnt have the heart to draw. drew like shit. i guess i have to do that after work tmrw. darn.

lets say about my weekend. my weekend was simply good. am OFF on the both days. once i a blue moon. sat i wake up at 3pm. didnt sleep till so late before since school start. i simply rnjoy sleeping! =) slack the whole day. went out for dinner with mum and dad. after that was grandma house and supper at chom chom.

sun. darn early in the morning it rain heavily but we still continue with our sentosa trip =D we went to have a ride on cable car! haa. its fun! after tat tanning roaming around sentosa and meet up bird for lunch come dinner. went to sun tec. meet alicia and slack around. went to mrt station at 10. got a call and went back to meet them for supper at lao pa sat. . after tat came home. tats all.

TODAY. school was boring. one hours of lesson. lunch at ps carl jr. slack the whole day. thats all. nothing much. hope tmrw will be fine.sometym i wanted to blog something but in the end i jst didnt blog it. i dono why. cos i think it will never be the same. cos we will jst be the normal people walking down different paths.

anyway, jay album will be out soon! hOOo. one year already man. the new song is simply nice! his voice is very different and nice. qi li zhi wai. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnxUg2rXzW8

me and weiwei. =)

work in the morning shift. today got 15 cartons man. darn. by 2pm me and alicia finish opening all the carton already. haa=) came home straight after work as my mum cook delicious dinner. =) nothing much for today.

its so hard to get people gather together. wth. disagree with this and that. i felt so f* tup jst now. finally everything is settled. sentosa on sunday. here i come! =) tym for bed. am having long day tmrw. 9am to 10am lecture. 5 hours of break. 3 hours of external drawing. 4 hours of work. wad a nice day to have.

anyway, today i suddenly tot of wad i wan to do for my 18 years old birthday. sorry, its not clubbing or smoking. haa. tot of opening a chalet. but after a few tot. is a NO! so hard to get 5 ppl to gather already how to open chalet. somemore so many different grp:girlfriend,np,topshop and lasalle. sham ask me to open during chinese new year whereby its one month after my birthday? haa. so from today onwards am saving. cos on the 18th birthday i wan to go holiday with alicia! ahh-haa.

hope it will come true. hope my dad allow. wanted to tell him jst now. but i forget about it and he's so tired. whahaha. both me and alicia were so excited when we talk about that during our break. haa =)

GOODNIGHT! 8th month in topshop. time flies..am going to see all the funny people tmrw! =D

top from alicia. bottom frm myself. haa=)










me and ridhwan at parkway kfc








photos of the day. today didnt really take much photo. haa. morning class as usual. after that was 3 hours of break. went parkway. know wad. when i alight frm benjamin's car i fell down! cos i was looking at ridhwan and i didnt know there is sth there. so i fell and sat on the floor. he laugh the loudest and longest can. all of them started to laugh at me. so paiseh. somemore that stupid ridhwan laugh all the way from 5th floor to the 1st floor. darn. haa.

during meal tym that stupid aaron laugh the most. the 3 sister joke and the kite joke. haa. after that was 2D. painting! quite fun but my painting stroke sucks. haa. after that meet up with alicia and went bugis with her and mel. reach home at 11. am so tired now.

morning shift tmrw. darn. i need a break. insufficient sleep! time to say goodnight! GOODNIGHT! suddenly i tot of those mahjong days. haa. =)

GOODNIGHT!

MEandRIDHWAN









AARO [he's going to skin me when he see this. he say very ugly. haa=D]

some photos which are meant to be uploaded ytd. haa. some funny photo. today i was late for class for 40mins! haa. darn. i woke up at 830am and i rush like mad. lessons were fine. some part were fun! jokes! plus i did some retard. wanted to hide aaron's phone but in d end they laugh at me. =p

reach work kinda early. just slack for awhile and start work at 530pm. nothing much cos work was fine. yeah. came home and use com till now. darn still got one more bottle drawing to be drawn. yeah.

i chat with my dearie sJia jst now guess we are not far from one another. we have the similiar thinking. haa. i guess she agree with that? haa. i also had one similiar case as her. i have a very close and best friend. we spend tym together duing the past. but after graduating everything is gone whereby the person have no tym for me anymore? i don get a place in the person heart anymore. sad. haix. its over. do you think that one short gathering or conversation can cover everything?

thats it for the emotional part. riddy is down in morale. me too! but cheer up riddy. cos we shld be happy for someone cos he is woo-ing someone. that hamster! haa. i love my clique! ridhwan, aaron, terence and vanessa. but i really miss those days..

no promises. the song that i love so much. addicted to it =)

here to blog. i slept super late ytd. went for contextual in the morning. afetr that was rushing my workshop stuff at peace center. in the end we didnt have presentation due to the printing and nadia let us off at 430pm. cool. went down to town for later lunch. all of us were very hungry. walk around town and came home at 7plus. nothing much. wanted to load photo but it seems to be slow. maybe tmrw i will upload it. tym to do my stuff. anyway i saw my dearie's blog. hoho.when i read it i had some feeling about someone who treated me liek tat before. machiam spare tyre. stupid. haa

tmrw there is class and work. darn. how i wish i don need to work. seriously i am sick and tired of that already. anyway, riddy is sick. i know he read this. takecare okie! i will be your nanny tmrw.. ahh-haa.

GOODNIGHT!

am super tired..
am breaking down..
i cant take it anymore..

i miss school! didnt go to school this morning as i had fever since ytd night. school for yesterday was fine. all the lesson were fine. went to work with heavy head and hot body. at 8plus dad and mum came to fetch me to see doctor. waited for an hour for my turn to come. my degree was 38. to me its still okie but the feeling is not good. i feel super uncomfortable. feel like dying at that very moment man. darn.

came home and sleep. today what i did was sleep and watch tv. haa. now i am feelin abit better. but my body seems to be weak. ya. am working tmrw. boring.. thats all. seriously speaking, i miss school! this is the first tym i said this. darn. the group enjoy like mad today. jealous man. haa. anyway, this friday external drawing will be held at airport instead of the "durian" damn it. am working man. how am i going to reach work by 7. freak.

my brother and i are sick. we have the same illness but he got 4 type of pills to take. as for me i got 6. haix. poor me..why must we always fall sick together..haix..anyway,tym to take my medicine and tym for bed!

photo of the day...
nothing. haa. i wan foto frm riddy. those foto took inside the car.=)
GOODNIGHT!

here to blog. am sick. having headache due to my sensivtive nose. two days of mc. yupp.

let start with thursday. was working in the morning shift. after work went down to sJia's bbq. yeah. stay there to play mahjong till 3am. woah. i miss my mahjong days with joey and qingdian. all the laughter and joke! after that sJia's frdd minghui send us back. he's so kind. =) slpt around 4 and woke up at 715am for school. darn. haa.

but that day i don really feel tired. cos i got the two crazy one to accompany. haa. hate lecture in the morning for an hour which is from 9am to 10am and is super boring. after that the three of us went town. slack around,laugh around and create all the stupid jokes. haa.its fun to slack with the two of them. slack till 2 plus and went to meet terence and went to school. had external drawing. for goodness sake, i drew so little thing during that two hours. haa. im pretty slow!

after that was work. nothing much to blog about already. am gonig to bed soon. going to rest and i wan to complete my homework tmrw since i am on mc. yeah. anyway, will try to upload photos everyday. haa. since now its so easy to load one in. thats all. goodnight!

i miss them. when is the next outing. sigh. they seems to be drifting away.

ARRON.RIDHWAN.HUIYING
i jst realise there is a new and simple way to update photo. haa. can say i am dumb. haa. i find that both of them are my closest friend among the group! =) i simply love and adore bitch and riddy! haa =)

woke up in the morning. drag myself out of the cosy bed and went to school. didnt want to go to school in the first place. wanted to get mc as i was not feeling well and due to what happen last night. darn. initially i went to school. cos i know the two of them will make my day shine.

early morning we had 3D class. i don like 3D i guess they agree with me too? haa. the lesson was fine but everybody seems to be in their own world. haa. but after break everyone became so lively. thanx to bitchy aaron i was laughing like mad can. our group was the most noisy group. 30 mins before we can be dismiss, we got our bag pack already whereby there are still 30 more mins of class! haa. we jst say and crap around. btw, 3D class is getting tough. dread. hope i can make it.

once the lecturer say we can go, we jst take our bag and leave. haa. we're always the first group to leave. =p. after that we went to parkway parde to have our lunch. one of the classmate drive us there. btw, today i wore the same outfit with ridhwan. from top to bottom!!! green pole tee, jeans and flip flop. omg. haa. first tym in my life i wore the same outfit as someone esle. haa. journey to there was fun thanx to ridhwan. he and his nonsense. matching me with different guy everyday. arggghs..i know he will read my blog. stop that! haa. anyway, jst want to tell him that i know he enjoy his day with me and bitch. he was feeling down for the past few days but no worries. you got me and bitch. haa. move on and take tym to heal. you gonna make it man. you will pick up yourself soon! =)

after that was study research which is damn boring. after that i came home told sham i am not wrking today. i don have the mood to work. due to ytd nite incident. ya. thats all. i wan a laptop! that bitchy aaron is so fortunate can. his parent got him one whole set of laptop and all the disc man. but it cost a bomb! 5.3k. darn.

thats all for the day. tmrw am off. cool cos its national day and i can get to watch the parade. last year de today am the GTO i/c. tym flies. =( anyway, i wan to watch "click". hope i will have tym for that. tym to rest. my body really cant take it anymore.

GOODNIGHT!

tired. came online to find more photos again. jst a few more. there is one photo i like alot. haa. the toys. was in the morning shift today. work was fine. after work went to jalan jalan with soon lee. saw some fossil watch that i like. yeah. but am still considering about it cos i wan to save money. yeah. went to new urban male to get flip flop. yeah. but tat guy give me size nine instead of seven. so alicia will help me to change it tmrw. =)

anyway, early morning i got a morning msg from my dearie sJia. thats so sweet of her. haa. really appreciate it. =) it makes my day start off with a smile! tmrw am having school from 11 to 6. hope there will be contextual. if not the few of us will go roaming around sun tec and msq with all the laughter. but i prefer that to contextual. haa=p

jst now after work i got calls from the few of them. aaron aka bitch(he name me as asshole in his blog so i oso put him as that. haa) called me. was surprised. haa. he asked about homework. thats good. cos everybody is helping one another. =)

am looking forward to bitch and riddy company tmrw! yeah! time for bed! so that i wun be blur tmrw and i will have enough energy to laugh at them instead of they laughing at me. haa =)

tired! i don have class today but am working. worked in the morning shift. wear the new uniform. is pink in colour. i hate new uniform. haa. yeah. work was fine nothing much but i did entrance the whole day. i mean it. the whole day! anyway, there is a new stuff. cool. a malay guy who is 20 years and schooling. yeah. nothing much. went to msq with alicia after work. roam around there and went outside urban male to see some slipper. am getting one once i get my pay and more tops! haa. =)

meet up with my parent and came home. came online to search for some picture. yeah. tats all. somehow after school starts, i am dragging myself to work. the passion for work is no longer there. ya. anyway, i jst find that topshop suntec is no longer the topshop suntec anymore. yeah.

i am looking forward to sch on monday. looking forward to aaron and ridhwan company. haa. but not all the porject work! dread. i must complete them soon! anyway, bad news. haa. i know can already and maybe ridhwan get wad i mean. tats it. haa.

is not like the past anymore. the friendship that we had in the past is no longer there. how i wish that our friendship bonding is there. damn.
girlfriends. where are you girls. when are we meeting. its august already. when is our monthly date. i guess end of this month? when i scroll down my phone book, i see lots of entry but all of them seems to be hi bye frdd? yeah. hope i will enjoy my first year with that two guy. two true friend will be jst enough for me to last for a year rather than hi bye friend. =)

goodnight!

shack! woke up at 715am. drag myself out of the cosy bed and went to school. how i wish my school is just a distance away from my house. went to sch and meet the usual peeps:arron and ridhwan. closer classmate i had since monday. haa.internal drawing was fine. its jst like my eyes and hand cant coordinate well. haa. am super retard.

after that was break.three and a half hours. super long..went to sun tec and msq again. went toy r us to see toys cos theme for this semster is toy. yeah. went long john for lunch and after that went back to school by car as benjamin is driving. its good that someone drive. haa. anyway, i saw my sJia dearie at msq! enjoy seh! haa.

3 to 7 was 2D class. drawing is fun. haa. was super blur cos i guess i am tired. somemore aaron was so quiet. nobody was there to say stupid remark to entertain me. haa. anyway, arron is nice! super nice man! he help me to bring home tat super duper big A2 paper. the whole stack. hoho. mr nice! =)

after that was home sweet home. slack and do some work. yeah. its tym for bed. tmrw am working from 1030am to 2pm and after that am having class from 4pm to 5pm.

somethings i wanted to blog long time ago but i forgot. i find that singaporean are super ugly. especially those 25 years old to 40 plus. when they see senior citizen standing there, they jst don give a damn and try to pretend they see NOTHING! if i am sitting down there 101% i will give up my seat to them. whats wrong with those ppl. they simply dono all this simple thing. STUPID PPL!

next, thou it happen quite some time i still wan to blog about that damn lady. OMG! spore is focusing on customer service whereby this lady who work at hougang transitlink don even know what the hell is customer service. scream at me. hello. am right in front of her and she scream. what the hell sia. am not deaf man. my school say i can apply for ez-link so i went to apply. whereby this dumb lady say cant. somemore she still say poly application close already. hello. am is lasalle-sia not poly. are you deaf. stupid. she really make she fed up. i guess i will never ever go there anymore!!!!

after saying that out i feel better. haa. blog can be useful. =) anyway, hope my hair grow. its super short to me! looking forward to school cos that two awesome make my day fill with laughter. haa. time for bed. must wake up at 9am whereby i start school at 4. haix. how i wish i don need to work but art material are damn exp. i guess i am down with flu. having bloack nose. ='(.

am tired man. jst got home around 1130pm. yeah. hmmm. some interesting things which happen ytd and today.

yesterday was the first day of school. the first day of school mean the day whereby we are starting on lesson and not orientation anymore. did workshop. during the four hours we get to learn photoshop? haa. was laughing with ridhwan like mad during the lesson. ridhwan is the one and only classmate i know since orientation. haa. mr nice=). during lesson me and him got to know aaron. haa. he look dao but after chatting it seems to be fine. went down to ps with ridhwan to jalan jalan for an hour and after that came back to hougang to meet my dad. tats all. its not a blue monday overall. =)

today. woke up at 735am. rush like shit. tot i will be late so text ridhwan but in the end i saw him at kallang mrt. dangs.. after that went to sch bustop to wait for aaron. first lesson was 3D. 3D lesson was not that bad. things were fine except the weather. super duper hot! after that went for 2 hours break with ridhwan,aaron,benjamin,edwin and kenneth.waited under the hot sun for edwin and kenneth cos their class was not release yet. yeah. after waiting went msq foodcourt for lunch and went back to sch. having break with them is fun but all of them don have sense of direction except me. haa =D

second lesson was super boring. jst went to the library to listen to all the crap. but my table was the most nosiy i guess. all thenax to aaron. he and his nonsense. haa. he super gay style. haa. the way he act and talk. after that went to art friend with ridhwan to get my A2 drawing paper b4 going to work. after that was work. work was fine. now here am i. blogging.

till now i haven get to know any girl friend. dread. i jst cant find girl friend like my girlfriends they all. i find that the girls are funny. hmmm. am i the funny one or them? dread. haa. but i enjoy the break with the few of them. so crazy and crappy. time for bed. tmrw will be a long day. 9am to 7pm! in between will have 3 hours break! i guess is suntec and msq again. haa.

GOODNIGHT! =)